OK...since my surgery, I've had experience serious lack of mobility. I can't drive, and I can't walk very fast, so going anywhere farther than the corner has proved to be challenging. Throughout these past five days it's occurs to me that there are several things that I should have done before my surgery. I encourage anyone that is thinking of this surgery, or any like it to consider the following:
Things I would have done differently:
1. Gotten my eyebrows arched. Everyday, I looked in the mirror, I am embarrassed..I mean really, I look like a wolf..and not a very pleasant one at that.
2. Gotten my feet done. Again, everyday, I look at my feet, and I think to myself, " Your mother raised you better than that."
3. Relaxed, by taking a long bath..Pampered myself, light some candles, turn on some soft jazz.
4. Finally, I would have gotten a good night sleep. I spent so much time the day before my surgery running around, my mind was still running when it was time for me to go to bed.
Please take my advice and keep these things updated. Don't be me...
In addition to having tons of free time on my hands, I've done a lot of thinking. I mean, there's only so much time you can spend on the Internet before your eyes start to cross. There's only so many movies that you can re-watch without thinking, "Why am I watching this for the thousandth time?" Or better yet, laughing at parts you've seen before, only to stop mid-chuckle, because it really wasn't that funny...
So today in the midst of my third nap, YES I AM SLEEPING AGAIN!!!!!!!
I thought to myself what are your goals now that you've had this surgery. I decided that they must be weight, and non-weight related goals. So here's what I remember, I have been SLEEP, most of the day!!!!!
Weight Goals:
**** Some may be wondering what's my highest weight: 297.0 in January 2007****
Ultimate goal weight: 160 pounds
Current weight ( as of 2/12/07): 287.8 pounds
Net weight to lose: 127.8 pounds
I go back to the doctor on Wednesday for my first weigh in, and if that scale doesn't say 272...Well, lets just say it's going to be smoke in the city!!!! I'm determined to drop 15 pounds this week. I think I can do it. Today I increased my walking from my grandparent block, to walking at least 8 blocks. I'm on it people!!! I refused for this surgery to be done in vain.
Other non-weight related goals:
1. The most important reason for me having this surgery is because I am a diabetic. I was diagnosed in 2003, and I take Metformin 500mg three times a day. I want off the meds, and the sooner the better. It's time for it to GO.
2. To wear a size 14/16 in tops and bottoms
***Currently, wearing a 26/28 in both****
3. To be able to buy bras in a regular store. Most people I meet think having large breasts is cool..So the opposite.
4. To be able to cross legs comfortably. I don't remember ever doing it..But I'm going to get there.
5. To get rid of this back fat. Seriously, where did it come from. One day I looked up and my shirt was just stuck in one the pockets. I don't remember getting it, but I'll be happy when it's gone. In fact I wish is Goodbye, and Good riddance Today..
6. To be able to walk without my thighs rubbing together. I live in Texas, and in the summer it's got to be hotter than hell...and I'm trying to wear cute skirts to keep warm, and my thighs keep sticking. I'm through with it. I'm to old/young to have to wear some kind of short under everything to keep this from happening...
7. Ok, I've stood up and am looking in the mirror, to identify things that need to change...and I've decided, I want a butt. As long as I can remember, I've been flat as a board. I believe anything is possible so, I want a butt. I want to be able to wear my tops tucked in, and not have to wonder where my butt should be.
Alright, I think that's about it...I'll be sure to update when I think of more. But praise God, I'm sleepy again.
****Sorry...just thought of something else..I want to go skydriving. I've always wanted to go, but you have to be under 250 pounds...As soon as the scale says 249.9, I'm signing up!!!!
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Ok Ashley. I must say, at first I was thinking, this is just too long for one person to read. But I soon got over it and read. I must say its just like when we first got onto facebook. You had me cracking up on so many things. For one, the back fat! You are really crazy. Oh and the breast thing, I am so there with you. Now, to the butt thing. Not really sure if this surgery will do that for you. But if you want some tips, call me. I'm sure we can come up with something. :) Teri
Count me in on the skydiving..we can celebrate your success together! Love ya, Tab
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